I haven't been feeling very artistic lately. I'm searching for some inspiration.

I got around to scanning some of the MANY pictures I've drawn the past four to five months. Lol. Fff- But My scanner is so lame. Ugh. I draw so light that it doesn't always pick up the fine lines I draw. Uuugh. It's really annoying. I have to then fuck around with the settings and mess around with light, dark and midtones and all this other shit. Fff-

There's two pieces I REALLY wanted to put up BUT the didn't show up AT ALL when I scanned them. D: I was like WTF. Ugh. But whatever. At least I got some of the better ones I wanted to put up, up.

So I FINALLY found my photo shop CD. :] And I've downloaded a few other artsy programs. I feel complete again. Hahaha. I've been having fun trying to remember how to do all the effects I used to do. Ha.

I think I'm gonna try and get a few other programs too. I've been having fun switching back and forth between programs. It's been a great marriage using the two.

Ahhh and I still need to scan all those pictures I've drawn. :] I haven't forgotten. Well I kinda have. LOL but STILL. I remember I NEED to do it. I just forget to ACTUALLY do it. lmfao. It'll get done eventually. Hahaha

... feeling so inspired recently. I've drawn so many new pieces. :]

I'm very, very pleased with myself. Especially with one particular piece I drew. :] It turned out A LOT better than I expected. I can wait to scan all these new things I've done. :]

And I'm thinking of getting photo shop again. I miss messing around with it, but I dunno. Hahaha.

I need to update. :/

I've drawn a good amount of shiiiiit.

I've just been to lazy to scan.

I'm so bored. LMAO

BUT ANYWAYS

I've drawn three new pics. I want to add more to them, possibly but I dunno. I'm afraid I might mess them up. D:

and two of my friends want me to draw them. I'm afraid their not going to like their portraits. D: It's going to be stressful. I only said yes because I can't say no to people, but I would like to draw them. I just dunno how to draw them. :/ In my style or try and draw a detailed version. Ugh. I dunno.

AND RANDOM BUT I REALLY WANT TO GO TO A DANCE CLUB OMG. D:  

I wanna dance to Madonna's new song 'Celebration'. It's so amazing. lmao.

So first journal entry. Yay. LOL.

BUT anyways. I just want to let everyone know that I have a shit load of stuff I want to upload. I just want to touch up some things in photoshop. And I've got even more I want to scan. Haha. I want to try and upload pretty much everything I've drawn so far. And I've got a lot. :]

I want to try and work on some new stuff. It's been a few months since I've drawn anything. I'm just not feeling very inspired. D: Damn.

Oh and LIFE UPDATE. LOLZ.

I went to the ER last night. Omg. I was in the waiting room like like an hour. I hate waiting rooms. So many damn sketchy people. :/ There was this black women muttering in some language. She was freaking me out. But I went there because I had a weird insect bite on my arm. I got it last Thursday. Or Wednesday. something like that. It kept getting bigger and bigger and hurting more. It was a good thing we went last night instead of today, like we were going to because it got infected and the infection was spreading. You could see an infected vein in my arm going towards my heart. D: I didn't even notice that until the doctor pointed it out.

They then said they were going to have to drain it so the antibiotics they gave me would take effect or something. So they injected my arm with anesthesia. FOUR TIMES. Omg and the needle was fucking huge. D: It hurt like a fatherfucker too. Ugh. I hate being injected with shit. And the woman who did all this was a trainee so that really freaked me out, but she was really nice so she made me feel at ease, kinda. Haha. She was a little scatter brained.

She cut into it and the proceeded to pull the shit inside out. D: It was pretty much like popping a giant pimple. LOL.

And they couldn't close the wound up because there's a possibility that it will fill with liquid and create bacteria, thus causing another infection. D: So she putt this gauze type material inside the hole and wrapped my arm up. Ugh. It's so gross to think about. omg. I got like six prescriptions too. Omg. So many fucking drugs I have to take. LOL.

AND I CAN'T GET IT WET FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS WTF. I'm going back to the beach this weekend. It's gonna be horrible not being able to swim. I fucking love swimming.

Now it hurts even worse to move my arm. D: I wanted to work out this week. I really want to try and get into better shape. Going to the beach every weekend is making me want to look better. The fucking life guards there are so built. And fucking sexy as hell. Haha.

So hopefully this thing will get fully healed because it's really annoying right about now. Haha.